I feel it so bad that I hear it in my mind
Asking me to come back, I’ve been gone for too much time.
You will be ok here don’t move or go too far away.
Stay right next to me, close to all the things that make you feel safe.
I make the decision to fight it everyday but sometimes I get tired of feeling out of place.
The struggle of embracing, placing, and creating new mental pathways.
The voices are my brain coming for my mind, trying to get to my heart to keep me stuck in time.
but fuck that I overstand what I was created to do; the process of growth
I know that nothing blossoms or succeeds inside my comfort zone.